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Post by smcproductions on Jul 9, 2005 23:20:33 GMT -5
another truely pointless thing. 3 different people called me today with absolutely nothing to say and no intention on hanging out with me. every conversation went as follows:
ME: hello?
FRIEND: hey man, what are you doing?
ME: nothing much
FRIEND: oh..........
ME:........
FRIEND:......
ME: well, what are you doing?
FRIEND: nothing, just wanted to know what you were doing....
ME: well, do you wanna hang out and do something?
FRIEND: maybe....i dont know...
ME: well....
FRIEND: well what?
ME: i dont fucking know, you called me!
FRIEND: yeah, i'll give you a call later if anything's going on.
ME: yeah, thanks for nothing.
this happens too often to be comfortable with. it's as if they expect me to say "yeaaah duuuude! there's a big exciting party going on with naked sluts and booze and coke....c'mon over man, this is awesome!" really, if you dont have anything to say, then why call? half the time i actually make plans with these people, they flake on me anyway.
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Post by Shevy on Jul 10, 2005 7:36:12 GMT -5
That's kind of odd. I'll call people just to shoot the shit, but I usually have something to say.
And about people flaking on you...I hate that shit. Some people you can always count on to be there when you make plans, and others just blow you off because something came up and they didn't feel like getting in contact with you. I just don't understand people like that.
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Post by smcproductions on Jul 10, 2005 14:18:31 GMT -5
there's nothing wrong with calling me to shoot the shit once in a while, but you have to shoot the shit. otherwise the turd just lays there and does nothing but stink, ya dig? it's more like "i want to hang out with eric, but he's not doing anything fun, so i'll back out of hanging out with him as ungracefully as possible by just not saying anything at all."
it's annoying. it's like they think i'll be offended if they tell me i'm being boring and dont want to hang out, but i'm only offended when i'm bothered for no reason.
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Post by 1:( on Jul 21, 2005 22:54:12 GMT -5
Why are there so many picture slots in my wallet? I can fit 10 wallet sized pictures in this thing, yet I don't plan on putting any in there.
Why do people even put pictures in their wallets anyway? It's one thing to put pictures of your family in your workspace, but do you need to be reminded of them everywhere you go? If I put pictures of my family in my wallet, they would probably be removed two days later. I really just don't want to bring my family with me everywhere I go. I just don't. They piss me off enough at home.
Maybe I'll appreciate this more in ten years or so.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 1, 2005 0:26:39 GMT -5
Hmm i'm bored and wish to throw a gay emo comment so here it is: you mentaly rapped me. you forced me to be so cold and ugly. this is what you have made of me! ~kyle my myspace acoount is myspace.com/gay-ass-emo-faggotfeel free to add me. I have a nice picture with my hair died red in my favourite AFI hoodie and my wicked black gothic jeans. |
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Post by Shevy on Aug 1, 2005 4:22:31 GMT -5
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Post by 1:( on Aug 8, 2005 23:55:14 GMT -5
Why is it that whenever I ask my friends why they're avoiding me, they never give me a straight answer? I'm up for anything, all the time. So why do they not invite me? Why do they not answer when I ask them? They're all lying to me. My friends are all out to stab me in the back. I know it. They're planning something.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 9, 2005 0:46:28 GMT -5
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 20:51:40 GMT -5
You know what's pointless? How all my friends have suddenly decided it's cool to go do drugs all the time in the last couple months. It was pot...then ecstasy...now they're all out trying acid right now. What the fuck? Am I the only one left in this social group who's not fucking retarded or something?
God damnit. It all happened too fast. I can't believe this shit. Traitored by my own god damn FRIENDS. The people you're supposed to rely on for support. I can't go to them now...they're all tripping off their asses and wouldn't listen. Fuck them.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 18, 2005 22:13:55 GMT -5
well why don't you join them?
and why does it say "karma -1?" under my avatar?
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 22:21:41 GMT -5
I'm not joining them because it's fucking stupid. This isn't helping anybody in any way, and I don't have to take drugs to be fucking retarded.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 18, 2005 22:31:32 GMT -5
Do you even drink?
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 22:40:02 GMT -5
No.
Honestly, where do you think this shit's going to get you? I say nowhere. If you have to drink yourself senseless to have a good time, you either have some real emotional problems, or you're just a boring motherfucker.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 18, 2005 22:46:25 GMT -5
I never get extremly hammered. I just get "drunk" then i'm done and I only do it to have a good time with friends.
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 22:48:39 GMT -5
Hey, you want to know how to lower your inhibitions?
STOP GIVING A FUCK.
You want to know how to have a good time?
DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT ANYONE THINKS. DO WHAT FEELS RIGHT.
You don't need a fucking drink to have a good time, you just need the right mindset. If you want to act hyper, do it. I do all the time. I could easily compete with most stoned/drunk people with my hyperactivity levels. If your friends are going to suppress you for that shit, then they're not your friends. Tell them to fuck off.
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 22:51:44 GMT -5
A couple notes I'd like to add:
-Your own energy is free. You shouldn't need caffeine or drugs or alcohol to unleash it. It's like paying money to find out who you truly are, and that's not right. You need to dig inside yourself and find that.
-I have very little to be proud of in my life. If I try any of that shit, I might as well consider all my pride gone and kill myself. I tried tobacco and I felt like a retard for doing it. I don't feel like a better person. I knew I didn't like it before and I still know I don't like it now. It's worthless, and I feel like less of a person for doing it even once.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 18, 2005 23:02:31 GMT -5
. If you want to act hyper, do it. I do all the time. I could easily compete with most stoned/drunk people with my hyperactivity levels. If your friends are going to suppress you for that shit, then they're not your friends. Tell them to fuck off. You see, that the problem-I can't. People say I never talk, well when I do I make a fucking idiot of myself. UNLESS I'M DRUNK OR STONED (OR BOTH). When I'm drunk I don't get slurred speech like most people, I just more uppity and talkative. Same for when I'm stoned. It doesn't just give me confidence, I can actually act more normal. Even with nicotine. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. |
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 23:06:35 GMT -5
Dude, I make a fucking idiot of myself all the time. I say stupid shit, I start "hardcore dancing"(satirically of course), I start flailing around all over the place spinning in circles making inhuman noises...regardless I have mental disorders, but the point is who cares? Some people will appreciate it and find it funny and some will think you're a retard. Find the people from the first group and stick with them and you'll have some good hyperactive times.
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Post by thrashed on Aug 18, 2005 23:11:22 GMT -5
I'm not hyperactive, unless I'm in a REALLY good mood (which is rare I'm usually fucking miserable) I'm the fucking retarded vegetable only some people like and the other people look at weird and ignore me. Well mainly with chicks. I can't fucking talk to them especially. And when I talk to people 95% of the time they need me to repeat what I said, because I mumble. Well come to think of it, when i'm with like two friends I say all this dumb shit and walk faster then them and they just talk to eachother, blocking me out. They understand the odd joke from me and reply at some of the things I say, but for the most part i'm being baby sat.
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Post by 1:( on Aug 18, 2005 23:14:48 GMT -5
Well, I never could talk to girls either but after about five strikeouts in a row, I decided fuck them anyway. I figured they were causing me more misery than I needed and that I should just focus on myself rather than them because if they couldn't like me, I didn't need them in my life. I never looked back. That was over three years ago. Regardless, I still get my "crushes"(who doesn't) but I just don't even bother saying anything about it anymore because I know it won't do any good.
Sometimes it's better to keep things inside.
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