Post by 1:( on Aug 26, 2005 23:03:52 GMT -5
Okay, this is a colossal rant and I put it in its own thread because I know I'm going to get a lot of shit for this one(which I'm ready to ward off) but I don't care. I'm tired of seeing everyone I know turning traitor to the good cause. People who think that "trying new things" is synonymous with drinking and smoking and drugs and that it's somehow a good thing. It just makes me physically sick to see people who KNEW BETTER doing this shit after knowing the truth! Fuck! So without further ado...
1) On that first point, you want to try something new? How about something positive? Go somewhere you never have before. Try a new acitvity to better yourself. This retreat shit is retarded. Inhibiting yourself is not going to put you in another world and I don't see why anyone would want to try something so negative...something that SO OBVIOUSLY makes you act stupid. You think being stupid is something to be proud of? Fuck you, you're dead.
2) On the second point I made above, people know this shit is bad. They tell you that for a reason. I don't think everyone who went through these phases would regret it later if it wasn't bad. Who here would actually be proud of being an alcoholic or stoner or drug addict after cleaning up? Who wouldn't say it was one of the fucking stupidest things they ever did, huh? Nobody, that's who.
3) People do this stuff...it's all cool kids. The COOL kids who hang out in a large group who have two things in common: they like altering their mind states, and they're fucking stupid. Dumb kids with cardboard personalities who go out and get themselves shitfaced to convince themselves they're something better. Weak motherfuckers. They're nothing and they'll always be nothing. That's why people who appear to be losers have so few friends...because they actually take the time to know people. All these people have to know is "Oh, you like getting drunk/high? You're my FRIEND!" Fuck that. You can't treat friendship like it's so expendable. I'm glad for the friends I have and I'm glad I've taken the time to know them but they're doing some fucking annoying shit lately and I can't take it.
4) People do this shit to forget about their miserable lives. Seriously. If your life is really that bad, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Don't just sit there and piss your potential(and money) away on getting dumber. Did someone cause you problems that you can't get over? Get even! Don't hurt yourself over it, hurt the other person. Make that son of a bitch pay. I am a solid advocate of revenge. You can never forget about the past if it's that bad...do something about it. Make the other person feel the same pain. Make it even worse. It's only fair anyway.
5) Look at how much money this shit costs. 20 dollars for a gram of weed. That's the most fucking retarded thing ever. Something expendible(my second spelling of it in this text because I'm not sure which one is right) that you paid your money on. And doing it over and over adds up...why not save for your future or something that at least has lasting value? I may piss a lot of money away on music related stuff but at least I can have the same fun experience with my CDs or vinyls or whatever over and over again and not pay for them over and over again. Hey, maybe I break guitar strings sometimes and I have to pay for them again too...but they don't cost nearly as much as drugs or alcohol. Nor do they have to be bought nearly as often compared to these party types.
I know this is making me look like an asshole. I know it's not right to think this way and that I shouldn't be so judgemental. But I can't help it. This is something I feel strongly about and it's almost become sort of a knee-jerk reaction to make people feel like shit for their habits because it seems like nobody agrees with me. I don't like it. I never have and I never will. I could live to be a million years old and not understand why anybody would spend any time doing this fucking stupid shit...I tried tobacco. I now feel like a retard, a moron, a weak coward, and less of a man in general because I did so. I don't see how any of this other stuff would ellicit any other kind of reaction in me. So go ahead world. Try and convince me otherwise. I'll be sitting here with my fingers in my ears trying to go masturbate in my basement at the same time because nobody wants to be my friend without being a moron.
Fuck. I really am a bastard. Someone kill me now.
1) On that first point, you want to try something new? How about something positive? Go somewhere you never have before. Try a new acitvity to better yourself. This retreat shit is retarded. Inhibiting yourself is not going to put you in another world and I don't see why anyone would want to try something so negative...something that SO OBVIOUSLY makes you act stupid. You think being stupid is something to be proud of? Fuck you, you're dead.
2) On the second point I made above, people know this shit is bad. They tell you that for a reason. I don't think everyone who went through these phases would regret it later if it wasn't bad. Who here would actually be proud of being an alcoholic or stoner or drug addict after cleaning up? Who wouldn't say it was one of the fucking stupidest things they ever did, huh? Nobody, that's who.
3) People do this stuff...it's all cool kids. The COOL kids who hang out in a large group who have two things in common: they like altering their mind states, and they're fucking stupid. Dumb kids with cardboard personalities who go out and get themselves shitfaced to convince themselves they're something better. Weak motherfuckers. They're nothing and they'll always be nothing. That's why people who appear to be losers have so few friends...because they actually take the time to know people. All these people have to know is "Oh, you like getting drunk/high? You're my FRIEND!" Fuck that. You can't treat friendship like it's so expendable. I'm glad for the friends I have and I'm glad I've taken the time to know them but they're doing some fucking annoying shit lately and I can't take it.
4) People do this shit to forget about their miserable lives. Seriously. If your life is really that bad, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Don't just sit there and piss your potential(and money) away on getting dumber. Did someone cause you problems that you can't get over? Get even! Don't hurt yourself over it, hurt the other person. Make that son of a bitch pay. I am a solid advocate of revenge. You can never forget about the past if it's that bad...do something about it. Make the other person feel the same pain. Make it even worse. It's only fair anyway.
5) Look at how much money this shit costs. 20 dollars for a gram of weed. That's the most fucking retarded thing ever. Something expendible(my second spelling of it in this text because I'm not sure which one is right) that you paid your money on. And doing it over and over adds up...why not save for your future or something that at least has lasting value? I may piss a lot of money away on music related stuff but at least I can have the same fun experience with my CDs or vinyls or whatever over and over again and not pay for them over and over again. Hey, maybe I break guitar strings sometimes and I have to pay for them again too...but they don't cost nearly as much as drugs or alcohol. Nor do they have to be bought nearly as often compared to these party types.
I know this is making me look like an asshole. I know it's not right to think this way and that I shouldn't be so judgemental. But I can't help it. This is something I feel strongly about and it's almost become sort of a knee-jerk reaction to make people feel like shit for their habits because it seems like nobody agrees with me. I don't like it. I never have and I never will. I could live to be a million years old and not understand why anybody would spend any time doing this fucking stupid shit...I tried tobacco. I now feel like a retard, a moron, a weak coward, and less of a man in general because I did so. I don't see how any of this other stuff would ellicit any other kind of reaction in me. So go ahead world. Try and convince me otherwise. I'll be sitting here with my fingers in my ears trying to go masturbate in my basement at the same time because nobody wants to be my friend without being a moron.
Fuck. I really am a bastard. Someone kill me now.
